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September 24, 2000
I had an email from D. with the subject, "The Terrible, Terrible Dining
Room." It gave me (and several other recipients, I noticed) the answers
to a word problem about the Beatles. The email said, "They were four
very distinct personalities; I placed them pretty quickly--John, Paul,
Ringo, George." He didn't attach the problem itself, though.
There were copies listed to several people. I thought that I needed to
write to him and find out what the problem was. He said he had papers
scattered all over while he was figuring it out.
September 24, 2000
There was a huge group of people; some sort of meeting. We all had
to quickly go to Australia, but I didn't know why. We had to look
up our names in a computer, but I can't find mine--when I look up my
name, someone else comes up.
Bob won't help me. I'm trying not to get angry, it's just bad communication.
I remember that I found my name once, so I know it's possible, but I can't
find it again now. Everyone else is asleep, and I just keep trying.
September 24, 2000
A woman has asked me if I would do her a favor, and I said I would, but
I didn't really understand what I was supposed to do. It turns out that
I'm supposed to cover a piano lesson class for her, but I'm not sure I can do
it. In fact, I don't even have a piano.
But, as it turns out, I do have an electronic keyboard, and I'm trying
frantically to set it up on my dad's desk. The cord isn't long enough
to allow the keyboard to sit squarely on the desk, though, and I ask for
an extension cord, but he (my dad) doesn't seem to understand what I need.
I see the people arriving for the lesson, and begin to panic. What am I going
to do? I don't know how to teach the piano.
September 23, 2000
E. was cleaning out his old room, the room where the previous owner had
made the films, pulling things out and throwing them away; he was going
to move back in. He wasn't going to let the old memories keep him out.
September 22, 2000
I was at some sort of fair, eating an ice cream bar. It was a very large and
complicated ice cream bar, though, with something in the middle surrounded by
ice cream, then coated with some sort of coconut coating on the outside.
It was sort of falling apart as I was eating it, and I was trying to keep from
dropping it, and my hands were getting all sticky. So I decided to go wash
them, and put the ice cream down.
I went inside to a big room. The lights were turned down, but there was light
from outside; it wasn't frightening, just a big, clean room like an industrial
kitchen.
I went to a big stainless steel sink, but couldn't see where to turn the water
on. Then I saw a switch that said, "Push to unlock." I pushed it, and the
water came on, and I washed my hands, then Al Gore's voice came over a speaker
and said, "Hello, this is Al Gore," apparently triggered by the water being
unlocked.
I said that I had just unlocked the water so I could wash my hands, and I would
lock it back up when I left, which would be soon.
Then Gore and a couple of other people showed up, and he wanted to make a phone
call. I wasn't sure I should let him, because now it seemed like I was in
charge of being sure no one abused the resources. I finally agreed that he could
go ahead and make the call, but I asked him to be sure and turn out the lights
and lock everything up when he left.
September 22, 2000
There was a little Oriental girl that didn't have a home; I was with several
other people, and no one wanted to take responsibility for her. I didn't,
really, either, but since no one else was, I felt that I couldn't leave her
alone, so I said that I would take her.
All the time I was thinking that I really didn't want to give up my current
lifestyle; I was single and free and could do anything I wanted, but then I
tried to convince myself it would be fine, that maybe it was time for a change,
and maybe it would be fun.
She had a tattoo of Chinese characters--two of them, very small and faded,
on the pad of skin between her thumb and forefinger. I checked the tattoo to
be sure she was the right girl.
Then I'm back at my home, and Nash Bridges and Joe Dominguez are there--Nash
appears to be the "dad" of the family; Joe is a friend. The little Oriental
girl is now a teenager, and we're a family. There's also an older teenage
boy, very tall, and another girl who is visiting.
The girls are sleeping in the living room, on the floor, and I tell them to
get up, that we have to eat. I go in to tell Nash that I'm going to get
dinner, and before I can say anything, he says, "Are you going for junk food?"
I say I guess so, and he says you can't go wrong with an Extra Value Meal, and
he hands me some bills.
He's been working, and he pushes his glasses up, and looks tired. I thought he
would go to dinner with us, but I hate to ask, and decide just to bring it
back with me.
When I go back into the living room, the money looks like a fistful of coupons,
and the second girl says, "No, no, we can't just have McDonald's!" meaning, I
take it, that she wants "real" food, not just fast food.
September 14, 2000
Fish (former frontman of Marillion) had a new album coming out, and he was going
to be signing autographs at Streetside.
I stopped at the record store on the way to work (it's right across the street)
to ask them about it, like what time it was, and when I got there there was a long
line in front of the counter, so rather than wait in it, I browsed through the
CDs. I was thinking I might buy the new album so he could sign it (which is what
I assumed the rest of the people were doing), but I couldn't tell which one it was,
then realized that it was being released that evening at 6:00, so it wouldn't be in
the bins yet.
I interrupted the guy at the counter to ask him about the time of the signing, and
he said it was at 6:00, so I headed back over to work, and realized that it was
9:30, and I was late--I'd spent longer than I thought at the record store. I rushed
across the street, and to save time, decided to go over the roof rather than in the
front door.
I got in trouble, though, because the roof was made of big concave metal things that
were slippery, and I got into one of them, but couldn't get to the next one and
couldn't go back. I didn't know what I was going to do, and knew that it was
getting later and later, then someone came and tried to help me, but I was still
afraid.
Then I was somewhere inside where a party was going on, and Fish was there. He had
long hair in dreadlocks and lots of tattoos and silver rings, and black nail polish.
He was great.
A friend of mine was going to marry him, so I felt like I had an "in." I felt very
comfortable in that I didn't feel I had to prove anything, or rush around trying to
talk to him, because, since he was doing the signing that night, he would be there
all day.
So I go back to work, and work, and then suddenly realize that it's 7:30, and I'm
late again! I rush out, and can't find the exit. Rather than being at the office,
I'm now at some sort of mall, in a food court sort of place, and don't know where
the exits are. A young man helps me, and we finally find the door, and I turn around
and wave thank you at him as I run outside.
Outside, it's like Las Vegas, with loads of neon lights and sound, and I see Streetside
in the distance, so I run that way. But before I go into the record store, I have to
go back into the office, and once I get in there, there are several security doors I
have to get through, and I don't know the codes. I buy something--Atomic Fireballs--from
a vending machine, which seems to be one of the codes, and then I finally get outside
again, and get to the store, and he's still there.
I hang back, not wanting to be in the way, and also wanting to experience the whole
thing from a little ways away, but I worry that I'll get too uninvolved, and miss hiim
again.
September 13, 2000
I was marrying E. because J. was pregnant. I didn't want to, really, but for some
reason it felt like I didn't have a choice. I even checked up on J., trying to find
out if she was really pregnant, because I knew she'd been going to a birth control
clinic. But I was assured that she really was. Why this meant *I* had to marry
him, I'm not sure. It was like I was doing a noble thing.
Some comment was made about how hot the weather was, and I asked him if there was
air conditioning in the house, and he said yes, and I reassured him that everything
would be fine, that we would be okay, but it started me thinking that I really
couldn't do this, that I
had to find some way to tell him. And I suddenly remembered that he was moving to
Boston, and obviously I'd have to go with him, but I couldn't--what would I tell
Bob?
Someone came around and said we were leaving on our field trip to the zoo, but
no one had told me. It was 4:00, and obviously I wouldn't be home at my regular
time, so I had to call Bob to tell him, but I worried that he would be angry I
hadn't told him in the first place.
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