March 27, 1997 - Giving up

~~Giving up~~

Thursday, March 27, 1997, 11:30 p.m.

It was a strangely unhappy day at work; just a lot of petty annoyances that added up to an awful day. I was in a bad mood all day and I still am, in spite of ordering pizza for dinner and having a three hour nap, or maybe because of it.

Now Bob's gone up to bed and I've been reading, trying to get in a better frame of mind, but it's not really working. I feel like I'm giving up,

Friday, 8:00 a.m.

That's where I stopped writing last night, and I thought I'd leave it there because it's a kind of funny place to stop. I'm pretty sure I meant to write "I feel like giving up and going back to bed," because that's what I did. I don't feel great today, but I'm going to do what I can to make it a happier day. I'm wearing my favorite dress (a long, loose dark blue denim one with buttons down the front), dangly silver earrings with moons and stars and purple beads, and purple underwear (I expect that to help).

More later . . .

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