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My dreams are an integral part of each 24 hour
cycle. I don't view them in a voyeuristic sense, I see them as direct
experience. They are lived, not watched like TV. - Nick Bantock
Saturday, January 20, 2001:
There was an actor named Robert Portuguese that I was infatuated with. He
was a big, burly guy with a beard. I adored him. I had been a secretary
in an office, but I was going to be something like a project manager, and
there was a young blonde girl who was going to be the secretary.
I had cleaned out my desk and moved it to the other side of the room,
but we were still going to have to figure out how to get another desk
in the room.
Robert was talking to me, and the whites of his eyes and his teeth were
so white that they had a blue cast. I was listening to him and trying
to figure out who his voice reminded me of, and I finally did--Eric
Clapton. He asked me, "Have you been doing anything creative?" and the
blonde answered no, but I interrupted her and said that yes, I had been.
He was making a movie, and there were three young boys in it, too, one
of them blind. In the movie they were supposed to go up into a building
and rent an apartment from Robert; they were very star-struck, though,
and weren't sure they could remember what they were supposed to do.
To put them at their ease, he throws a football out the apartment window
to them, and it comes so fast that it flames on the way down.
Then we're climbing down the outside of the building, along some wrought
iron balconies, and part of the balcony comes away from the building. I
find another way down, and he's proud of me.
Sunday, January 21, 2001:
I'm driving to work; it snowed overnight, but the plows haven't been out.
There's not a lot of snow, but just enough to make it difficult to drive.
I'm having to pedal, like pedalling a bicycle, and I'm not making much
progress. I keep pedalling and pedalling, but not getting anywhere.
Also, I keep falling asleep. I need to pull off somewhere and get a
Diet Coke, but I'm afraid if I get off the highway I won't be able to
get back on.
Then suddenly I realize I don't know where I am. I think about, and
figure out that instead of getting on the entrance ramp to the highway,
I got on the access road. I'll have to get off anyway, and get back
on the highway.
Friday, January 26, 2001:
I got a tattoo. There was a place near Disney World--or some other, similar,
theme park-type place--maybe something like San Diego's old town or someplace
like that--it was my name in Chinese (or a similar Oriental language)
characters, plus I had gone back and had another character put on at the
bottom, but I couldn't remember what it said. I liked it, though.
I called the tattoo parlor and asked how much I had to pay--this was
after I had the tattoo--and after awhile, the tattoo artist came on
the phone and said that it would be $275. I thought this was quite a
lot, but since I hadn't checked beforehand, didn't feel I could argue
about it. I was wondering whether he would take a credit card,
assuming I had one with me.
So I went back to the place, and had to stand in a really long line in
order to get back to the tattoo parlor and pay the guy, and while I
was standing in line, I saw Dave. I called to him, and he came over,
and I showed him my tattoo, and told him that it was just now starting
to itch.
He said he liked it, mostly because -- I interrupted him here -- "because
it doesn't look like anything, right?" and he agreed.
I finally got up to a part of the store that was like a juice bar,
and they told me I wouldn't have had to stand in line, I could just
have gone on back to the tattoo part. So I get back there, and while
I'm figuring out how to pay the guy, I ask him to remind me what the
second part of my tattoo says, and he says it says, "Hulia." ("Julia"
pronounced with the Spanish "J" as "H".)
Sunday, January 28, 2001:
I was in Japan with a group of people, including Michelle from work. I had
the feeling that I had been there before--everything seemed familiar to me,
but I couldn't remember for sure. It was like I had been there years before,
long enough ago that I had forgotten. It was all sort of hazy.
We were having dinner in a restaurant--Cello was there, and he was apparently
making arrangements with a group of men for me to go out with one of them
later. I pretended not to notice.
A steak was brought to me that was half rare and half well-done--I tell them
I only want the well-done portion, and only half of that, so they
take it away to divide it.
Then I'm outside an apartment, and am apparently supposed to defend it. There
are people who come to fight, and they are tied by their feet and lowered into
the courtyard--we untie them to fight them, and at the time I wonder why
we don't just leave them tied up. I call for help, but whoever is inside
the apartment won't come out.
Then I'm at a mall, waiting for something--perhaps for someone to come pick
us up to take us somewhere. We are waiting inside an arcade. I want to
go into some of the stores, but I'm afraid "they" will come and I'll miss
them if I'm not in plain site. I decide to take the risk, and hurry into
a couple of stores, then hurry back.
There are some tables set out in the corridor, and I go through some
laminated tags. Some of them seem to be made out with "natterwick.co.uk"
addresses, as if Natterwick was a real place--there's a whole series of
things with the Natterwick address on them, and I can't figure out why,
but it excites me.
I suddenly remember that Mike and I were here before, in Japan, and we
went to Tokyo Disneyland together. There are photographs, advertisements
for TD, and I think I see our picture on them.
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